Visceral

The thing that always amazes me is my most visceral reaction to tradtion. To the places that I grew up in, grew into, and grew around. I have become so adept at functioning as a chameleon, at running at the surface and getting a pretty good pretty early read on places, that I forget what its like to know, instinctively. To not have to try so hard, all the time. Its...disconcerting.